Sunday, March 13, 2016

Land Project Report Back

 The Farm. Summertown, Tennessee

We made a short stop at a place many know as one of the original "hippie communes" of the 1970's. It is really fascinating to learn about this history, and very clear it is a vision of a group of hippies from the 70's and not my vision for the kind of community I want to create or live in. The Farm is inspiring in its sheer magnitude and length of time it has been around. They originally purchased 1,000 acres for $70 an acre, and later purchased an additional 750 acres for $100 per acre and had up to 1600 people living on the land! Impressive. After about 10 years of working through the difficulties of communal living and different forms of income sharing they "decollectivized" and many people left due to disillusionment and not being able to support themselves. They now have 150 people living on the land, working at a book publishing press, eco-education center and other small industries on the farm. Learning more about the farm was definitely a practice of staying open and not letting my judgement shut down the entire experience. But I don't know. The more I learn about it the more unwilling I feel to compromise. How can I glean and learn from a community when their values are fundamentally different, when the core of their project is in direct contradiction to my politics?! For example, Ina May Gaskin is someone I looked to in my early years of being a doula. She inspired me, and many birth workers, to understand birth as a sacred and safe experience that all "women" deserve to have in the comfort of their own home. However, I recently learned that birth control and abortions were not allowed at the farm and instead they offered for every baby to be born with the support of free midwives and to find a family for that child. Wow. Not my vision of reproductive justice. Also, their founding agreements and beliefs such as: "We believe that vegetarianism is the most ecologically sound and humane lifestyle for the planet, but that what a person eats does not dictate their spirituality." or "We believe that inner peace is the foundation for world peace." There is so much I could say about these things but basically, I just don't jive with their dogma, or any dogma for that matter. I don't need to get on my soap box about the actual impacts of vegetarianism vs. omnivores on the planet, nor do I need to get into the limitations of seeing your own self-work as the end not just one of many means to social transformation...If you are reading this, or know me at all, you have probably already heard my shpiel ;) Last thing I'll say, is that when Freddie and I were talking to someone at the welcome center, she told us they have a total of 3 gay people on their land....okay, cool. Agh. I'm really not trying to hate on the Farm. I have been wanting to go there for years. I am just left with a lot of questions and a deep longing for more history and models of communal living and collective land projects that address and counter oppressive society rather than reproduce it.

Idyll Dandy Arts. Dowelltown, Tennessee

 


It was a relief to arrive at IDA. We had been there in June before Idapalooza last year which was fun but this time we got to spend more quality time there and get to know the land and the people a bit better. I appreciate that the space exists as "a safer space for queer, trans, and gender non-conforming people with varying experiences, identities, and abilities". I really felt that intention being on the land and could see the many ways people were grappling with living into these commitments. IDA is in a time of transition after having a lot of their oldest members move off the land last year leaving leadership and general maintenance of the land and community to newer and younger folks. Another thing that is interesting about IDA, and several other places in this network, is that they are a 501(c)3 non-profit. There are so many advantages and disadvantages of structuring community this way, or any way for that matter. It seems like having a non-profit is one way of collectivizing and not having any single owners or bosses. However, there are limitations if you are trying to challenge capitalism within such an institution. Whether its searching for funding, or board politics, there are a lot of things about the non-profit industrial complex that can actually hinder the work we are trying to do and the impact we are trying to have. That said, IDA has been around for a while, and throughout their many changes they have remained an important space for queers all around the country.

Another awesome and somewhat unique thing about this area is that there are several different queer/radical communities within 30 miles as well as other neighbors who are part of the broader community.

Cultivating community in rural spaces can sometimes be difficult but it feels totally vital. Isolation and boredom are the biggest struggles I had when I was living rurally; and having people I love around not only helped me survive physically (i.e. helping with firewood, growing food etc.) but also emotionally through deep connections and intimacy. One of the things living on a farm/rurally reminds me is that we are interdependent with each other and with the planet in a tangible way. It is not some woo-woo spiritual philosophy. We need each other. And when we remember that, we restore our collective dignity and mutual relationships.

The Highlander Center. New Market, Tennessee

 



This is a another place I have been wanting to come for years. I got to sit down and talk with someone on staff and ask some questions about their history, structure and organizing. I am inspired and intrigued by their contributions to social movements over the past 70+ years. One of the things I like about their model is that they invite groups to have retreats/meetings at their center and either (a) fund them entirely (b) find donors to sponsor that specific group (c) request fees that subsidize other groups with less resources ability to access the center. Also, part of what they do there is bring together groups that are working on social and environmental issues that are connected. For example, a group of coal mine worker organizers with environmental justice groups fighting coal and mountain top removal. I love the idea that there is a space designated for cross-movement building and strengthening our struggles together. I have a lot more thinking, researching and writing to do. So for now, that's all.

Thanks for reading!

- Eli

spring forward!

good morning from asheville, north carolina. i believe eli has a thoughtful post in the making to share about our experiences at the farm, ida, and the highlander center, but i wanted to share my own brief updates in the meantime.

backtracking to new orleans -- i don't think i mentioned our trip to jean la fitte swamp, where we were sworn into being junior rangers for the first time since joshua tree. this particular park ranger had a little less enthusiasm than the person at j-tree, but we earned our badges nonetheless. we saw alligators, turtles, and snakes! but heard only the distant snort of a wild boar...


then in atlanta, like i wrote briefly earlier, i had a long awaited meeting with my penpal brawny and her amazing companion, freddie mercorgi. it was very special and sweet for me and i liked being called human freddie. i assure you these couple of pictures don't even scrape the surface of how many pictures i took of freddie.


we left atlanta and headed for ida, where we stayed for four nights and very much enjoyed unplugging, being around caring and hilarious queers (and their dogs), and hanging out by the beautiful creek running through the land. ida hosted a work party where both eli and i spent the majority of the day assisting chuck (a visiting artist from brooklyn) with the installation of their amazing sculptures of curvy queer bodies. it was kind of ridiculous, in that the sculptures (which started out as 3,000 pound logs) were pretty impossible to move (even with 5+ hearty queers pushing, shoving, and wiggling them with all our might) but eventually our collective brains and brawn made it happen. and they look amazing!! (eli's upcoming blog will include a photo of said installation). our last day in tennessee, we spent an afternoon at short mountain sanctuary where we took a nice walk and made a little music together.

now, we are in asheville, north carolina, one of eli's homes. so far we are having sweet times hanging out with eli's chosen family and mine, as we managed to catch a weird but delightful erica russo show at a whole foods nearby where we're staying. please listen to her album "in between dreams" if you haven't already! we'll be here in asheville for the next 5 days or so, in which we will visit earth haven, the rural wooded community eli used to live in, and hopefully go on mountain adventures!

til next time...

xo freddie



Monday, March 7, 2016

tennessee bound

hello friends, eli and i are tennessee bound. we'll be staying at idyll dandy arts (ida), and visiting the farm and the highlander center. we've been on the road a month now. i've had a blast and am also really excited to be moving into what feels like the second phase of our trip, which could be categorized by queer land projects/farms/intentional communities and going north.

we just spent a sweet couple days in the decatur neighborhood of atlanta with my penpal brawny and her companion, freddie mercorgi. it was a long awaited meeting on my end and i deeply appreciated our time (mostly just cooking dinner, taking walks, and playing card games) and hearing about brawny's work and reflections as a queer femme white antiracist organizer in the south.

we won't be on our technology for the next few days until we head to asheville on the 10th. til then!

xo freddie


Friday, March 4, 2016

the coven house

okay. the show "american horror story" is terrible, problematic, graphically violent, and also totally entertaining and full of beautiful cinematography. i spent way too long on this show during and beyond my top surgery recovery this past fall and so was thrilled when the mansion on the show was just around the corner from the jewish deli eli and i visited yesterday morning...


while we're on the subject, though, let the record show that angela bassett as Voodoo priestess marie laveau is far and away the best part of that season!
okay, i'm done, i promise.

xoxo freddie

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

New Orleans Magick Pictures

Today was such a sweet day. I took Freddie on a (quasi) anniversary date since we got together just over a year ago. We headed out on our bikes and picked up some delicious Po'Boys (did a round in the photo booth) and headed off to picnic in City Park. It was a perfect beautiful day with the best weather I've had in New Orleans...no swamp ass which was nice. Then after hanging out by the chime tree and swinging on the benches we went to the Country Club, a gay swimming bar (used to be nude too!). It felt like walking into a music video with a bunch of beautiful queers laughing and swimming around in the sunshine. We swam around, went in the hot tub, and then rode our floppy bodies back home to enjoy some home cooked wild boar tacos for dinner!

Truly loving our time in New Orleans....





Meet our selkie friend:


dreamy in new orleans

hello friends! we're back in new orleans and feeling hella dreamy. our forays into texas felt a little rough between the border patrol encounter and our first real-life sightings of trump supporters, but thankfully was supported by sweet friends in both austin and houston. a+++ for those sweet friends, their delightful cats, and also the ridiculously delightful kombucha we enjoyed in both cities.

now we're in new orleans! we were here with friends for a few days last may and it feels as special as ever to be here now. after a bit of a scramble to find housing, a relative stranger from a queer housing group on facebook (who we will meet when we visit ida in tennessee) got in touch to let us know their partner's home would be unoccupied and available for us to stay in. such a blessing and much appreciated act of generosity and trust in strangers. and when we opened the door to the house, the first thing we saw was a beautiful selkie portrait! a truly serendipitous connection, for anyone knows eli and their penchance for selkies (a mythical creature from scottish/irish folklore).

last night after we got in, we took our hosts' generously offered cruiser bikes out. so grateful to have bikes to ride while we're here, it's my favorite way to be in new orleans and sadly have not ridden my own as much since buying my car and moving to marin. we headed down to frenchmen street and treated ourselves to a relatively fancy dinner at a jazz club of southern duck and jambalaya, and a shirley temple for me, as it's my own sober indulgence in such a boozy city! afterwards we walked down to cafe du monde and ate beignets in st. peter's square. i've been here a handful of times, but continue to enjoy the tasty and decadent touristy parts of being here :)


eli has a surprise adventure planned for today, and i can't wait to discover it.
looking forward to the next couple days in new orleans, and our adventures to follow: atlanta (with a likely soulmate, #freddiemercorgi), tennessee (ida, the farm, and highlander project), and then eli's former home, asheville! we've been on the road three weeks, which is a week longer than i've ever traveled at one time, and i'm feeling grateful to be more comfortable in my rhythm and semblance of routine on the road -- however that shifts as we move.

xoxo freddie

ps - throwback to being in new orleans last may, when it was a good deal hotter and we were both figuring out what to do with our hair: